The Conversation
For
Karlyn
Although
she had been blind since birth, lived alone, and rarely ventured into the outside world, in her apartment,
Silvia was ‘at least protected’ (as her mother called it). Therefore, while
speaking to her mother on the phone, Silvia knew instantly that it was foolish to curse in pain when she
smashed her toe into the leg of the table.
Here it
comes, she
thought.
“Are you pacing around again, young lady?” her mother said. “A lady in your condition should be sitting.”
It’s not a
‘condition,’ Silvia replied in her mind, mute and
enraged.
Within Silvia, all the cruel words that her mother had ever spoken about her blindness were stirred during the
silence. The sediment that settled to the bottom rose within Silvia’s racing heart, contaminating her
otherwise-gentle nature.
“Are you even there?” her mother said. “Aren’t you supposed to be sitting like I told you? I don’t know why you
insist on learning things the hard way. This is why you should be living with me. Then I wouldn’t have to worry.
Even Betty, although she has webbed feet and a grown son living at home—never mind about that—agreed that my
health would improve if you moved back in. All this worrying will be the death of me. You know how I suffer for
you!”
It’s been five years and you’re not dead
yet, Silvia thought.
“Are you there? I can hear you breathing,” her mother said. “What. Is. That. Sound? Are
you alone? Young lady, do you have the radio on while I’m talking to you? You probably have the
lights on too, don’t you? Why you think the electric company needs donations is beyond
me!”
“Mother, I…” Silvia started.
“Oh, so you are there!”
“Mother, I... love you.”
“Oh, Silvia, I love you, too. What would I ever
do without you?”
The Conversation appears in Resistance, Revolution and Other Short Stories.
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